Thursday, December 24, 2009

merry christmas!

i know ive been very neglectful of my blog *BUT* in the new year, im gonna try to blog more often. its christmas eve & this year feels like it FLEW by. but im more than grateful for what i have- my daughter, my relationship, my family & my friends. so i'll leave this here & wish every single one of you a very merry christmas & happy holidays to you & your loved ones. with love, alex, baby london & i :]

Saturday, February 14, 2009

happy valentines day. ♥

so i've been mia once again. lol sorryyyyyy. but this is gonna be a pretty big post. 1st, happy valentine's day to everyone & the special ones in their lives. last week i picked out my vday present and got this puppy & a wallet to go with it. im like totally in love with it so THANKS DADDY! you're the greatest. i cant stress enough how much im blessed and every day i make sure i thank god for each and every one of those blessings. the past few weeks ive been a lil sick on & off. and we've just been like ohhh maybe i havent been bundling up enough in this crazy ass weather. but  saturday after the gucci store, we went came home & made plans to go out for a few drinks im in the bathroom fixing my hair and im like ugh blah im not really feeling all that great so i go underneath the sink where i had a box of preggers tests i bought with nini the other day when we went to target and got pretty trashed at fridays since we were downing mai tai's & electric lemonades. lmfaoo. i cant. *insider. but none the less, there are the results. positive. BOTH of them. i was like OMG! i was 
in this big ass house by myself. my first reaction was to cry. idk why. my emotions were all running through me at once. i called my parents. they were SUPER excited. i bbm'd alex & was like you need to come home RIGHT NOW. lol. and he did. hes like dont cry, its a baby. OUR baby. which is true but at the same time doesnt change how unnerving it is to find out that you're pregnant especially when you're not expecting it. but all of friends & families are super supportive and we know that we're gonna love this baby and be the best parents that we can be for it. tuesday was a pretty eventful day. we went to the doctors. found out we were six weeks into the pregnancy and in 2 more weeks, we'd be able to hear our little shrimp's heartbeat. craaazy! it was also the night of the spurs vs nets game that i got tickets to for daddy's valentine's day present well one of them. lol. we sat 2nd row behind the spurs and unfortunately, i wasnt feeling all too great up until about halftime. but i made it thru with my saltines and my ginger ale. lmfao. butttt... here's a few pics that i was able to get. we didnt take any together due mostly to the fact that i felt like CRAP! buttt.. enjoy!

superbowl mvp santonio holmes was there signed footballs & threw 
em into the crowd.

*for griddy.

pg vs pg 
final score.

so yesterday when i got off work, me & my brother dee money went to the hilton to fix up the room for my bitch tati. it was sooooooo hard to keep it a secret from her. i wanted to tell her everyday since like 3 weeks ago when he hit me up with the idea and i agreed to help. so here's the pics from what we did for her. ♥ ilu biotch. im glad u loved it.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009


okay so i havent really been keeping up like i promised i would BUT  im REEEEEEAAALLY gonna try.  lately, ive  just been working & back at the dance studio getting things in order for the recital and all the things that come with that plus the boyfriend and stuff. but life is still as amazing as it has been for a while now. im truly blessed and i cant stress that enough. everyday, i try to give thanks as much as possible for the things that may seem little but are HUGE. my family is all alive and well. i have the best friends a girl can ask for. and for being only 24, theres nothing more that i can ask for really. i would just be greedy. but with that being said, i saw this randomly as i scrolled through my buddylist as someone's away. which me & this person arent & never really were friends. we share a common denominator which to me NOW, is nothing really but not so great memories but... eh. fuck it. anyways, this was it. "the weak can never forgive. forgiveness is the attribute of the strong".-mahatma ghandi. as soon as i saw that, i was like damn, thats sooooo true. just like everyone else, ive done my share of shit that looking back, i shouldnt have or maybe i couldve handled the situations differently, but all i can do now, is forgive myself for not making the best decisions and use those times as stepping stones and lessons learned. not only am i applying this to myself but im gonna be putting this to use with the people that for one reason or another have hurt me or just proved to be untrue. whether it be from friendships, to relationships even family.  i have forgiven a few people for past things and to be completely honest, things have been nothing but uphill since then. i dont carry all these hard feelings or grudges. it feels good. and its one of those things where you really start to like realize, this would not have been me however long ago. i've come a really long way from the person i was even a few  months ago and i couldnt be any prouder. so to those who i might have hurt with words or actions, im sorry. truly. the choice to forgive me now belongs to you. and this entry ends here.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

KOBE; 24.

okay, okay, okay, i know ive been gone since the 31st but ive been caught up and im just enjoying 09 which has started with blessing after blessing. so before i keep going, first HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone. i hope everyone's was as good as mine. secondly, thanks to all the new followers ill start to update more often. i PINKY. but as far everything else goes, i love my life. my job is great. i love my bf. my friends. everything. im blessed. daddy got me my bold as my birthday/congrats on the new job present. for those of you who know me, know im a BBM head. so send me ur pins if you're reading. ;].as most of you know, my party was this past weekend and it was looking pretty grim for a lil bit BUT things got better and we partied our asses off. ill try to put the pics in the best order possible but alot of that night is a blur. lmaooo. 4 bottles of moet & hella mixed drinks... put me smoooooooooooooooooooooth out all of sunday. lmao. this birthday was absoloutely my best one EVER. thanks to everyone who came out, i love you. felt good to have everyone u care about come thru n show love and for the one's who the snow fucked it up for yous; ilu too! =] thats all i got for right now because these creeps got me dying in this group chat. LMFAO.
*nini has pics on her page & tati on the gg$ page.

*that pic was later on at night but my fave pic of that night.

blooooooooomies 5th floor.

*my fav asian ;]


sak-passe nigga?! the haitians! 


*around the way girl dj radio rose. -you're the best yo. ilu!
thanks for coming thru and showing as much love as u did.

-take one.


iiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaann & victorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. CLIFTON! lol

my s.i.l. ♥


what the efff jontantan.

my two whiteguys.

brother sister love.

sneaker pimps 2006. 
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brother &

j x j x j ;]

nae x jae

nae x jae x kelz

fuck em all.


choooos. *i know, i fagged it with the string & so did nini. lol

some of my fave boys.

me & daddy all night.

that was my glass. lol

gimme gimme gimme 

ummmm wtf? lol

osama bin bookie! lol

my heart.


"come on dariusssssssss i want one too" lol



nasty ;]

aye aye aye!

2 steppin.

*end of the night. TRAAAAAAAAAAASHED.