there will be

an update soooooooooooon.

my FAVORITE time of year is here.

where amazing happens.

SERIOUSLY MIA.

last week was like the MOST draining week of my pregnancy physically. but im on the up & up so im feeling good. i'll be updating soon. right now got no net since we are in the process of moving. :D pretty exciting. our home is coming along well. just a couple more things and we should be done soon. so ttyl. 

oh hai new followers <3

playing catch up.

so ive been seriously slacking on updating lately mostly becuase ive been feeling pretty crappy. =[ & just wanting to sleep all day n be lazy.(but thanks jess for the push ;) lol.) but other than that, ive been working (well trying to work as much as possible) theres days where im like theres NO way im gonna make it til 5. but we went to the doctors on the 26th to see our lil shrimp & by how big or should i say small it was, they knew that i wasnt the 8 weeks they thought i was & that i was more like 6 1/2 weeks making me just about 8 weeks now. but here's our lil twerp. 

it was literally the most overwhelming sense of joy, pride, excitement, nervousness & fear of whats to come all at once. its crazy to see the heart beating & like to be in the room with the one person u love more than anything else and look at eachother & be like wow. we made this. i was about to cry. its so unreal. more than anything. its such a blessing. its still so little but the fact that u can feel it inside of u, its like we're sooo in love with this baby already. speaking of which, our boy pouchon comes over the other day & was like i know its early and everything but i got a lil suttin for my niece or nephew im like huh? when we open it we see its these:

we died! ahhh! lol. yes they are hardbottoms and the baby isnt even here yet and we dont know what it is but what we DO know is that its gonna a sneaker head just like mommy & daddy. ;) its just so funny that he was like i just couldn't give it up. i HAD to cop em. lol. but before i leave i'll post up some pictures from carolyns baby shower 2 weeks ago. tati* was my date. ;)

-jennie x jenny.

all the girls

mommy & daddy to be.

opening our gifts. def spoiled lil sean. ;)

its crazy how u grow up with someone & it seems like just yesterday we were in 4th grade now we're 23/24 and in the process of becoming mommies. oh god. im so gay right now. lol. but nonetheless i pray that not only does my baby grow & be born healthy but that little sean anthony who will be here any day now is a healthy & happy baby. *titi loves you. cant wait to meet you. 

-big shout to tio ivan aka igetsbizzy love you! -the seahorse

=X

im gonna update soon. i PINKY*

hey new followers. thanks. <3

happy valentines day. ♥

so i've been mia once again. lol sorryyyyyy. but this is gonna be a pretty big post. 1st, happy valentine's day to everyone & the special ones in their lives. last week i picked out my vday present and got this puppy & a wallet to go with it. im like totally in love with it so THANKS DADDY! you're the greatest. i cant stress enough how much im blessed and every day i make sure i thank god for each and every one of those blessings. the past few weeks ive been a lil sick on & off. and we've just been like ohhh maybe i havent been bundling up enough in this crazy ass weather. but  saturday after the gucci store, we went came home & made plans to go out for a few drinks im in the bathroom fixing my hair and im like ugh blah im not really feeling all that great so i go underneath the sink where i had a box of preggers tests i bought with nini the other day when we went to target and got pretty trashed at fridays since we were downing mai tai's & electric lemonades. lmfaoo. i cant. *insider. but none the less, there are the results. positive. BOTH of them. i was like OMG! i was 

in this big ass house by myself. my first reaction was to cry. idk why. my emotions were all running through me at once. i called my parents. they were SUPER excited. i bbm'd alex & was like you need to come home RIGHT NOW. lol. and he did. hes like dont cry, its a baby. OUR baby. which is true but at the same time doesnt change how unnerving it is to find out that you're pregnant especially when you're not expecting it. but all of friends & families are super supportive and we know that we're gonna love this baby and be the best parents that we can be for it. tuesday was a pretty eventful day. we went to the doctors. found out we were six weeks into the pregnancy and in 2 more weeks, we'd be able to hear our little shrimp's heartbeat. craaazy! it was also the night of the spurs vs nets game that i got tickets to for daddy's valentine's day present well one of them. lol. we sat 2nd row behind the spurs and unfortunately, i wasnt feeling all too great up until about halftime. but i made it thru with my saltines and my ginger ale. lmfao. butttt... here's a few pics that i was able to get. we didnt take any together due mostly to the fact that i felt like CRAP! buttt.. enjoy!

superbowl mvp santonio holmes was there signed footballs & threw 

em into the crowd.

timmmyyyyyy!

*for griddy.

pg vs pg 

tonyy! 

final score.


so yesterday when i got off work, me & my brother dee money went to the hilton to fix up the room for my bitch tati. it was sooooooo hard to keep it a secret from her. i wanted to tell her everyday since like 3 weeks ago when he hit me up with the idea and i agreed to help. so here's the pics from what we did for her. ♥ ilu biotch. im glad u loved it.

-sorrrryyyyyy.

okay so i havent really been keeping up like i promised i would BUT  im REEEEEEAAALLY gonna try.  lately, ive  just been working & back at the dance studio getting things in order for the recital and all the things that come with that plus the boyfriend and stuff. but life is still as amazing as it has been for a while now. im truly blessed and i cant stress that enough. everyday, i try to give thanks as much as possible for the things that may seem little but are HUGE. my family is all alive and well. i have the best friends a girl can ask for. and for being only 24, theres nothing more that i can ask for really. i would just be greedy. but with that being said, i saw this randomly as i scrolled through my buddylist as someone's away. which me & this person arent & never really were friends. we share a common denominator which to me NOW, is nothing really but not so great memories but... eh. fuck it. anyways, this was it. "the weak can never forgive. forgiveness is the attribute of the strong".-mahatma ghandi. as soon as i saw that, i was like damn, thats sooooo true. just like everyone else, ive done my share of shit that looking back, i shouldnt have or maybe i couldve handled the situations differently, but all i can do now, is forgive myself for not making the best decisions and use those times as stepping stones and lessons learned. not only am i applying this to myself but im gonna be putting this to use with the people that for one reason or another have hurt me or just proved to be untrue. whether it be from friendships, to relationships even family.  i have forgiven a few people for past things and to be completely honest, things have been nothing but uphill since then. i dont carry all these hard feelings or grudges. it feels good. and its one of those things where you really start to like realize, this would not have been me however long ago. i've come a really long way from the person i was even a few  months ago and i couldnt be any prouder. so to those who i might have hurt with words or actions, im sorry. truly. the choice to forgive me now belongs to you. and this entry ends here. ♥