okay so i havent really been keeping up like i promised i would BUT im REEEEEEAAALLY gonna try. lately, ive just been working & back at the dance studio getting things in order for the recital and all the things that come with that plus the boyfriend and stuff. but life is still as amazing as it has been for a while now. im truly blessed and i cant stress that enough. everyday, i try to give thanks as much as possible for the things that may seem little but are HUGE. my family is all alive and well. i have the best friends a girl can ask for. and for being only 24, theres nothing more that i can ask for really. i would just be greedy. but with that being said, i saw this randomly as i scrolled through my buddylist as someone's away. which me & this person arent & never really were friends. we share a common denominator which to me
NOW, is nothing really but not so great memories but... eh. fuck it. anyways, this was it.
"the weak can never forgive. forgiveness is the attribute of the strong".-mahatma ghandi. as soon as i saw that, i was like damn, thats sooooo true. just like everyone else, ive done my share of shit that looking back, i shouldnt have or maybe i couldve handled the situations differently, but all i can do now, is forgive myself for not making the best decisions and use those times as stepping stones and lessons learned. not only am i applying this to myself but im gonna be putting this to use with the people that for one reason or another have hurt me or just proved to be untrue. whether it be from friendships, to relationships even family. i have forgiven a few people for past things and to be completely honest, things have been nothing but uphill since then. i dont carry all these hard feelings or grudges. it feels good. and its one of those things where you really start to like realize, this would not have been me however long ago. i've come a really long way from the person i was even a few months ago and i couldnt be any prouder. so to those who i might have hurt with words or actions,
im sorry. truly. the choice to forgive me now belongs to you. and this entry ends here.
♥
so i've been mia once again. lol sorryyyyyy. but this is gonna be a pretty big post. 1st, happy valentine's day to everyone & the special ones in their lives. last week i picked out my vday present and got this puppy & a wallet to go with it. im like totally in love with it so THANKS DADDY! you're the greatest. i cant stress enough how much im blessed and every day i make sure i thank god for each and every one of those blessings. the past few weeks ive been a lil sick on & off. and we've just been like ohhh maybe i havent been bundling up enough in this crazy ass weather. but saturday after the gucci store, we went came home & made plans to go out for a few drinks im in the bathroom fixing my hair and im like ugh blah im not really feeling all that great so i go underneath the sink where i had a box of preggers tests i bought with nini the other day when we went to target and got pretty trashed at fridays since we were downing mai tai's & electric lemonades. lmfaoo. i cant. *insider. but none the less, there are the results. positive. BOTH of them. i was like OMG! i was 
